Last thing happen in 2009

Today, is the last day of 2009...
Where I am now? I'm now at old town near SOGO @KL...why? I'm signing up the letter of offer...this is the last thing I'm doing in 2009.
Yes, i'm change again a new career...
Ok lo, update till here 1st, cause I'm going back home to meet the Beau...

Wish all people a happy new year of 2010~~

Near to the end of year 2009...~The Happening~

I should start on X'mas eve, thought, it's something that actually...not really enjoy to that day arrangement; not because I've to work on that day (started from 6am), and I trying to book the tickets for 2 @ The Garden, unfortunately, GSC online booking system got problem!!!

I've to force myself to book the tickets at 1u, and yet, they don't have Gold-Class for the movie which the beau want to watch!! Nevermind, I've no mood for the X'mas this year, I was stare at the monitor for 6 hrs long, and yet, I don't what to buy for the beau. At the end, I'm so sorry that, I didn't get anything for you this year...

Go-on to the plan, we watched the movie, then dinner there @ Jack Place. They have the menu for the eve; since it's not that bad and we never try on this place; so why not we just give a try. RESULT: Not that bad, and even better than last year dinner that we have at PHOP. Little bit of guilty that I didn't really enjoy the day with the beau, but I'm happy that this is the 3rd X'mas together since we get along-with.

Thank god and wish this won't disappear that fast...

Happy Winter Solstice (late update)

Hellop, this is a day..that we all (most of the Chinese) will eat "tong yun"(rice ball, in english) after a family dinner on Winter Solstice.
I was took off early than usual, go to Jusco for buy some of ingredient and the said "rice balls" (under Jusco Selections, no choice >.<); although I knew tonight, the beau will back to his home, somewhere in Klang Valley (not convenient to say) for the family gathering and dinner first. So, I've cooked something to eat - my favor, again: MEATBALLS SPAGHETTI.
It's actually quick handy to me, not any issue for that. But the prob is, i always overcook the "shrimp" (I like shrimp too muchie), haiz. But overall, still better than Secret recipe's Meatballs Spaghetti!!
After that, I've been wait for the beau back home and start to cook the rice ball; which I never know that, it's REALLY simple to make it. hahaha...but the soup, it's not enough sugar, so the beau said "It's not sweet".
"I though whatever I cook, you will feel sweet enought???so, it's not that REALLY sweet after all???" I said...
Then, he just give me a look like this > =.=lll
He is so cute...hahaha

Happy Gathering...with I.P gang

Yeah...i think it's consider it's our...3rd anniversary, and we made it out so long..
Yes, I met up with my BEST-FRIENDS-EVER in Ipoh last week! It's fun, and really really enjoy the talk and chit-chat with them ever...
We always come out a lot of topics, and our topics, are never end...hahaha..
But, back to Ipoh, doesn't make me feel any "home" feeling, cause there is something happened in my family, so sad!
Anyway, i have a bad skin after back from IPOH!!! there is a big scar on my face some more~~~cry also useless, so, hopefully can recover by end of the year...lol...
Today is X'mas eve, wishing everyone a happy merry x'mas! and enjoy the day/ night with the lovely one~~

Leaving for holiday!

ok, today, I'm totally come to office for a free sit, free surfing, free...free...aiks..what-so-ever...I'M CAME TO OFFICE FOR NOTHING...
So, I'm waiting to go off for the day. I have nothing to do, although there is something I should work on, but...I don't care at all. "Please, time, turn faster..." I keep looking at the time, cause tomorrow is PH for Malaysia (I guessed)!!! But, I'm going back to my home-town, for chinese's x'mas (Dong-Zhi 冬至); so at least, go back to Ipoh to visit my dad...although I don't want back to that 'House' much on my will, but at least for my dad...
Anyway! before leaving for holidays, wish all of my friends and blogger, and good weekend and Happy 冬至! :)

This night....

This is a night...we're bored...
We plan to go gym tonight, but, I felt asleep while waiting the beau back to home...then, he just cooked some foods for dinner...and I awake because the delicious scent...hehehe...
We finished the dinner while we still watching Sentai series...and I dunno what happen to myself, i just keep on thinking "I wanna sleep, I wanna sleep"...no idea why im so tired, as I remember, i don't really working hard on "exercise" or "practicing" anything, :s **weird**
SO here we go again, another night, we do not do anything at the night...time passing, while we listening to Leona, Gaga and OneRepublic's selected songs....and, we just 'shrunk' into the bed and I continue on my...DREAM..**I can't really remember what I dream of"...but i feel secure while the beau is sleeping together with me..
Goodnite :) zzzZZZ....

Drop by...

I was busy yesterday the whole day, run here and run there to get the stupid paper out from the printer...

Even worst, is that stupid computer/ server/ application stucked and I can't compose my object...I was think, "can I just give up the job and run off the office? oh gosh, give me a break!"...But i know, I MUST complete the task by the end of day...opps, is before the end of day!

So, because of me..i cause 3 ppl to stay back with me...until...830pm...I'm guilty...

"Nevermind, We already expected..." from one of my colleague said that, and I felt even more more more more GUILTY~~

So after that...I back to home, rest a little while, and 'visit' my dear who is cooking spaghetti (one of my favor) for our dinner...I felt so warm, and blessed.

I'm so glad that, can be together with the beau for such a long time...love you :)

A date...

Hoho, it's my 1st try to write a blog via my Ipod-touch at Starbuck @ Pyramid...with the beau...
We're actually waiting for the show...I've booked the tickets last night but
I never plan nicely and buy the tickets online for show @11:55pm...gosh!!!
Now...for waiting the show...just pass by n write something stupidly :p
ok,time to cao...

MADHATTERS

MADHATTERS -> it's actually our company's annual dinner night event held on last Saturday @ Cyberjaya. To me, quiet a boring night as I'm not so into the social life...

So thru out the night, I'm just sat there, took some pictures and wait for the grand prize for the lucky draw sessions. Foods are provided, overall the foods is tasty and delicious. There are wine and beer provided, but i didn't take it much cause I need to drive...haha. I was sit together with few of my colleagues, but you know, even said we are the teammates, but, SERIOUSLY, we're no topic at all...and you know, I'm actually not the type who speak a lot but rather to wait for someone to open a topic and lead me with, so, kind of bored. Luckily that there are some games and performance wake me up, so I don't really feel asleep (although I've few yawn thru out the night).

I'd love the performance, help by some of our colleagues, I didn't know that they really can sing, and really really awasome!!!

Unfortunately, I didn't get anything but the door-gift for the night.

And back home, my dear is not around, another thing that make me..kinda bore for the day :(

PICTURES OF THE NIGHT:

Posting

I think, this month I really posted out lots of post here, compare to last month and last last month; maybe I'm very free this month...

I'm sitting all in office, have my Ipod Touch tune-up, On my FB for the purpose to play RC (Restaurant City, in case you're not player)...and reading some blogs and chit-chatting with the beau--> via gtalk, of course, hahaha

Time now, 10:45am, I'm so glad I came in work early, 'cause I'm leaving the office at 3pm today...fellows, please, work hard for the rest of the day, and if you can't, don't waste time in office, 'cause it is...
FRIDAY!!!!

Yo!

Decisions

I was thinking, deeply, hardly...
Whether I suppose to get Leona Lewis's or OneRepublic's latest album; it's so itchy for me which I can't take two of them...

I'm asking the beau, but he said it's pain to get two at the same time; what he mean actually is, scare there will be "DELUXE" version for both of their albums. I'd knew that OR (OneRepublic) already announced and 'shareable' the DELUXE version.

but you know, either LL (Leona Lewis) or OR, the latest are so nice and more over my expectation. Hohoho...Since the beau said: "sak sak la .. dun lau gai la ...
at least wait until next year and see they got announce any concert or not lo" then I've decided, to wait until next year, although...I'm so itchy and so much want to have these album before X'mas...Huhuhuhu

I WAIT!!! >.< **Impatiently**

I'm not sure...whether I'm guilty...or not.

I'm not really sure...whether...I'm guilty or not.

I'm sure myself in a relationship, just that, we're not that ordinary type of couples...if you get what I mean, yes, I'm.

As mentioned, I didn't tell everyone around me, about what kind of my dear really is...I'm just scare that not everyone can except the way we do, although there are a lot of couples like us, but we're not the type that like to open the relationship...too obviously...

I don't mean to lie, or fooling anyone, I should hide myself that "I'm in a relationship"...from now onward, but to those who knew our relation, I'll not pretend again...Yeah, it's really, really tiring to being pretend myself, to put on a invisible mask everyday...it's so difficult to me, 'cause I'm not get use to this way...Maybe I'm stupid or what, I just know that I don't have to..."What if you cannot being yourself, is this still mean that you're still alive?"...someone said this to me before, I'm regret and wake up immediately...I'm a LIVE human, I can't play fool to myself 'cause it's not me!

I'm so happy to be myself...So, if you dare to ask me, "are you gay?", I'll give you an answer, with no regret, "Yes, I do"....

Life is such complicated, twisted, sometimes; Love is a miracle, bring no regret to you life and being yourself, being true to yourself!

Success and Loss

I don't know whether I put it in very clear statement or not; I'm actually don't look so heavy on "Success" or "Loss". WHY? hmm, my answer will be, a question to ask yourself, what if you success and what happen if you loss?

Maybe when you are success, you will have something in return, eg: Money? If this is satisfy you, yes, you go ahead; but don't think that you are special or extra-ordinary, please. When there is a person who WON the competition, there is a person FAIL the competition. Your happiness is just a minute? a moment? a whole life? Think back, you will not always success, you will get down someday, too...

I'm not really well in explanation, I'm fine with anyone joke around me, make fun of or look down of me. That's fine if this make you happier. I'm a really easy-going person, I'm not saying that I'm a kind-heart or good guy, but I won't always put things so caring into me; except my dear...

I don't even bother someone I not familiar, I'm not even have a word with...To tell seriously, everything I do, or i'm attending with, I don't after anything...Especially successful or loss. Yeah, I don't even care about it.

Life make easy when you're peace in mind.

What is my achievement?

It's really tough, whenever I look at this question or someone asking me with such, difficult question to me...I not really know......

"A pity man" - who do not have any ambition, any target or goal with...Maybe I'm under this group of people. I don't hold any ambition, in my career, or life...or maybe I too relax and don't even what is happening around me. But, I'm will still take care of my dear, no matter in what situation, any circumstances, I don't want to lost him. That's why, I want to protect my love.

To say that, or answering, "what is my achievement" (life or career), in anyway, I can say, "Not a successful not yet an achievement"; I don't successful in anything, plan or dreams, and I don't achieve any goal yet, or maybe I don't even set any goal for myself yet.

So, if you see me, and want to ask this question, I will answer you, "NOT A SUCCESSFUL NOT YET AN ACHIEVEMENT"...hopes this will satisfy your curiosy

DECEMBER

Wow...Time flies fast, it's another year's end!

I can say, I'm totally in the holiday mood for this month. I even have my X'mas decor in my room before December. Hahaha, although I don't have a hosue yet, but i still want to get a X'mas tree decor in my room. Wow, it's amazing and I can't wait any longer to X'mas eve!!!

Time really passing fast, this year, happened a lot, came across the hard time and after that I stood up and now, I'm going nowhere...It's all right, I will stay strong and, although I haven't get the confirmation from the offer yet, but I'm confident that there isn't any issue for me. (Sound like over-confident)

Go or Stay, actually doesn't make any much difference for me, but, I just don't want to stay where I not really belong to...It's time, to listen back - LINKIN PARK: SOMEWHERE I BELONG.

Let's rock! Wow!

Home sick??

I was thought about my families last night...

I'm bit sad to the relation with my families, cause, we all like not unite, or rather say, i trying to leave/ abandon this bond...ever since my mom left the world, I'm actually not like to stick together with my brother-sister, and even my dad.

I'm trying to be nice and close with them, but things just don't add up right. Maybe the way we do is not the correct way or I don't have the faith in them? or in reverse, just they don't have faith in me? I feeling just...'arrh, i don't care adi'--so immature thought.

I not saying that i'm missing them, but just, you know, maybe it's just a 'family' things, that's why I'm feeling kinda weird, or heart ache? I don't even know how to describe kind of feeling for this...I'm just don't want myself involve suddenly into those family fight or argue or something...arrh..such a baby...I wish that...don't happen to me. That's why i'm happy the moment I have now; just thought, if no bond of family, will I still can maintain such a 'good life' for my own? either just myself or with my partner only, I don't mind if it's HAPPY...yeah, I'm just wanna to be happy...

Album of the MONTH!!

Wow-ho...today is still a very very busy day...to me...boring...

I was thought to up this post last night but due to stupid idiot xxxxking connection is lost and I can't online for the whole night! So i have to (forced to?) do this here, in my office again...**OPPS, I did IT again**

Keep it short, yeah! i just want to share and can't stop thinking to share what is in my Ipod touch are playing the most hitz! Yea! I provided the picture as above: [From LEFT] One Republic: Waking Up, Rihanna: Rated R, Leona Lewis: Echo, Enrique & Ciara: Taking Back My Love & Agnes: Release Me [END]. and the TOP played goes to LEONA LEWIS!

Yeah! I'm so in love with her latest album! Just listen and my imagination floating in my mind! From her Single - Happy, I'm already decided to buy her album! After I got the songs from somewhere, I knew my decision is right! Yeah! IT'S WORTH!!!

You may try to buy their album, or you may 'download' from somewhere...It's always up to your choice! I'm just making it fast, so, further detail? you check out yourself!!! hahaha...**Listening One Republic "Secret" from the said album when composing this update** :P

Time really passing very fast!

Oh hallo, fellow bloggers, it's reeeeeeely been long long time I've not yet update my blog!

Reason being is -->BUSY IN WORK AND STILL BUSYING<-- hahaha!

Time really passing so fast and it's realy realy near the end of 2009! I'm goona miss what I've done this year! It's really happen alot of things and yet, it's still remaining in my head...it'll will be a long long long story if I'm going to write it down...so, I'll leave this idea for the moment and be sure to update before 30 DEC 2009. WOW! I just made a INCREDIBLE decision so fast!! YohO!

I've took a lot of pictures recently but just i'm very busy now, so I'll do it later and no later than this week, I PROMISED **>.< another decision and promises!**

I so miss all of you, man!!!! I'm totally have my holiday mood lately!! What-to-do, I still have to work work work and still work, to earn my monthly payout!!! **So wish that I nonit work also got income T.T**

Okay la, just to drop by and leave my latest status here only, in case you do miss me...wakakaka!!!

Jia-Nah (Bye for now)!

A week passed

owhhh...so sleepy still...another week passed and here is Monday again (rotating is so fast, pity you, MR. Monday...)

Woke up in the morning and yawn-out with a big mouth; 'hi, Mr Monday, good morning'...1st thing in the morning like always ...and thinking, 'if this is a holiday, how good it will be...huwua~ahh **yawning**'

YES, it is a Monday again after the sacrificial of Ms Saturday and Uncle Sunday (i have been working out so hard again >.

I've been tiring on sitting here...i rather do some exercise out there...but no choice 'cause I've receiving my pay every month on the particular date and I need to sit in front with the sleepy's monitor and with my lonely Starbuck cup...it's noon adi: 'arrh, GOSH, i like sitting here more than a year and it just a noon now...make some fun for the day la, please!!! I beg you!!!' my mentally and physically think that way...

hope it end the day soon...I wanna go back and look at the IPOD TOUCH~niah~wuhuhuhu...T.T

**current time 14:55 and another 2 hrs I'll release from the green cage...

Saturday, a 'SCREAM' day!

Arrrh, this is my last week-Saturday, woke up early, brushes my 'yellowish' teeth and i still looks blur. Simply waxed my hair, although it look very 'ugly' but I still feel 'nevermind-la'...Wear something..hmm..mexican's style (you know just put a scarf and looks bit feel like in Mexico-kind) then go where? go to 'k' lo!

I didn't know that I can scream till my voice nearly lost and still yet...continue sang "I don't wanna close my eyes", "I don't love you", "Hot 'n Cold"...etc songs!!! Although only 4 of us, but it's still have a lot of funs there...I show you a girl's pict which love green color so much..and she got lots of green color T-shirt (purposely post this to let you know how GREENISH you are, hahaha)

After that, all energy gone, but yet, went to stupid I.T store purchase a stereo headset (for my nds purpose) and some blanks dvd...and I just realized, now a day, there are many type of mouse, yes, it' 'mouse' which use to point your cursor in computer; so many buttons on left and right, no idea for what purpose...(maybe for game, but i dunno,haha, yeah, I'm outdated)

We have some high-tea + dinner at a shop call "eighteen restaurant" at LG2 @ Times-Square. Hmm..foods is normal, don't feel any thing nice (cause the same thing in HK can be very tastee adi). Extremly expansive, thought still affordable, but no 2nd time for this. Hahaha, here are some pictures that I've took; Enjoy~~

Jumping out from the aquarium

This post original posted on 2/5/2009.

I can't imagined that I've resigned from e2! It's so happy and nervous when I passing the letter to Wendy (my former LM) Wouhu!! I'm out from the hell and going to rest in peace (yeah, it's HEAVEN for me); no more complaints, no more stupid customer, no more jerk-off...arrr!!! I just can't stop screaming out loud from my mind!!! Ooo-hooo!!

Hmm, going somewhere that i think is silent, relax, flexible (Ooo..I no more on the stupid shift hour scheduled and login on time already). My feeling now like a stickman swinging the body left and right..soooo muchie happy...

update from date onwards;

Yeah, the new environment is still as what I'm expected; silent, relax, more flexible working hours...but add-on some unnecessary 'human-being' here...hahaha, rather than that, I still love the current career (what I've choose I'll not give up that easily).

There aer still few of my 'allies' thought. Just found out that there are have a very 'innovation', 'creative', and 'outstanding' idea (although the other not accepting, but so what, who care you become a 'O-ji'). I still have fun with these fellows! Yay!

Just save me...

It's suppose not so soon that I posting my latest post here (cause there are still plenty of it before this...)

Something just got me today, so pissed and why that 'bitch'...and I promised myself, I just don't want to get involve or 扯上任何关系 with her lo. Got me crazy, I just want to pass my day 'peacefully'...just go off and hide somewhere where I can't see you loh! Aiks...Son't she know even her face can let me vomit? Goshhh!!!

Whatever happen, I don't wanna to do anything non related to work, just wasting my time...Arrrhh...I just wanna SCREAM now!!!

*ork ork*

Trip to Hong Kong (with update 2009)

1st part is the Hong Kong trips in 2008, posted on my private blogger since 10 October 2008...(I'll cut it down to summary, hahaha)

Wow, this is my 1st time went to "Dim Sum kingdom" ~ HongKong with gangs of my crazy fellow of e2 friends. It's really have fun a lot ( although I'm got sick during 2nd day of the journey till I'm back to KL :( ).

It's really have fun a lot especially with the other 9 persons (although some are not that close with) but we went for crazy shopping, eating, and fun!!!~~

Part 2!!! This is story about HK trip of 2009 ~~ Honeymoon ooh!

This year again, I back to the same place with my dear. It's a nice trip, very enjoy the time with my dear this time. I'm a tour guide, bringing him to walk around the city and have a lot of nice picture shoots. I also took down some pictures with the Polaroid camera! Yay~~

Just found out that this trip, ate a lot, even more than last time. Arrrh...cause only 2 of us, each time also full until wanna vommit already. hahahaha...

But it's seriously, very enjoy and planning to go again (properly 2011, but might be early oh) cause we miss the food there (especially Char-siew and Egg tart) so muchiess!!

Something new....to me again...

Yes, there are always new things to me (I'm like a stupid, lot of things that I not sure about).

This posted original called "I deprived someone dreaming about" (posted date XX MAY 2009)...Yes, it's a "Polaroid" instant camera. It's my b'day present actually. I'm surprise because this is what my friend asked me to check for her, whereby she wants me to check the price selling in Japan (my dear was in Japan during that time). Then she not interest after knowing the price. I'd surprise when I got this present., so i took a picture and MMS to my friend and she said i'm bad...haha (I did THAT on PURPOSED, wow)

I've used that to shot a lot of pictures..(but due to the cost for film, only used to capture those valuable and nice moments). Well, I'd like this camera a lot! yay!!!

Life ain't easy

This post original have posted on "XX February 2008", (from my private blogger) but i have added some amendment into it.

I said, life ain't easy; it not simple to pass thru a day if you're alone, and if you hunger for something to juice your life. Yes, that's why we go out to date someone (maybe someone who not meet quiet sometimes ago). I can still remember that I've dated my cousin who i long lost of meet up. I found out luckily that, we still can came out some topics and not that 'empty' between 2 of us. It's really happy to hear that she got a bf (on that day), then we got shopping, movie (I belanja as usual), then we have some chit chat at Starbucks (...again).

I'm not alone anymore, many thing have changed when my 'dearest' come to my life. Yes, I'm sure this is what I need and I'm glad that I hold someone who love me more than I love him (from very beginning, but it's not true that dunno since when it happened). I'm living in between hell and heaven but I'm happy that we both going thru every-day-of-life and sharing opinion (although we fight a lot, but this is just part of the process...).

Till now, life doesn't changed much but memories gained and growth up under expectation. Passenger around me, wind blowing everywhere, and even environment did make a difference but not me and my love-one.

Who care it'll be more difficult in just next few hours and everything collapse on the next few day, cheer up yourself to make it difference and make a day wonderful. Yeah...

"Believe what you're and you can make a little difference and, who knows, you might get some surprise :)

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