I'm not really sure...whether...I'm guilty or not.
I'm sure myself in a relationship, just that, we're not that ordinary type of couples...if you get what I mean, yes, I'm.
As mentioned, I didn't tell everyone around me, about what kind of my dear really is...I'm just scare that not everyone can except the way we do, although there are a lot of couples like us, but we're not the type that like to open the relationship...too obviously...
I don't mean to lie, or fooling anyone, I should hide myself that "I'm in a relationship"...from now onward, but to those who knew our relation, I'll not pretend again...Yeah, it's really, really tiring to being pretend myself, to put on a invisible mask everyday...it's so difficult to me, 'cause I'm not get use to this way...Maybe I'm stupid or what, I just know that I don't have to..."What if you cannot being yourself, is this still mean that you're still alive?"...someone said this to me before, I'm regret and wake up immediately...I'm a LIVE human, I can't play fool to myself 'cause it's not me!
I'm so happy to be myself...So, if you dare to ask me, "are you gay?", I'll give you an answer, with no regret, "Yes, I do"....
Life is such complicated, twisted, sometimes; Love is a miracle, bring no regret to you life and being yourself, being true to yourself!
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