Dunno what happen to me; recently i felt that, myself, trying to give up...
giving up on understand to others...I don't have the patience to wait and listen, and even try to understand what people thinking. Maybe it's too hard, too tired on guessing people thinking of what. I feeling tired, tired to wait for people tell me, guide me, and teach me to do stuff.
Even worst, i treat this to the Beau as well; maybe it's hot HOT hot weather out there, and the Beau doing something that I don't like...so, I tell him that I really can't understand him...about why he want to do this, do that. I give up on explanation. I choose to silent and pretend that I'm not angry. Indeed, I not angry, but just giving a face with mood-less. But after that, he try to make me happy again, so I just think, nonit to take it so serious la, since I'm giving up on explanation and understand people's feeling.
Anyway, I hope I'm will cured one-day, cause I don't really want this continue...Sad huh? haiz...maybe, I'm just emotional :p
**Sorry, dear...Love you very muchie~~
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